So I'm learning how to be an adult. Learning how to juggle stress of bills, school stuff, job stuff, and a million other things and how to deal with not getting to discouraged, cause i've noticed lately that i get burnt out easily and as soon as i give myself a pep talk and i'm ready to go i'm right back to being down and out again very quickly. I'm also at a point in my life where i'm trying to decide what i want to do...do i want to go for the big dreams and plains that i have now even though i know it won't work out quite the way i want, do i really want to be the person that i may have to become to achieve those dreams, or do i just want to settle for being content, play buy my rules, and just please myself. Well as you can tell i've still got a lot to figure out and it sounds like its going to take a while. I don't know who got the idea that growing up stops after your a teenager. It sounds to me like a life long process.

Later, any words of encouragement would be much appreciated! ^^